wish me luck to clean the mess and control

so many time i feel left out, so many time people think i am ok

i am not bing left out, it is all just come from my mind

my mind control everything, my mind start a game.

the unconscious part in my mind play the good role.

when the unconscious play the role i am nothing 

i even don't know why i am doing all the mistake 

emotion have a big role, a very big role 

until all my love one said " i fed up with you"

and yeah "shit, i have to stop it"

i have to take a big part on my unconscious.

i have to work with them.

i have to take part to decide what i will do

then after that i can say that i am a  grown up 

the truth is i am tired to listen to people 

because after people judge the emotion showed them self

when they appear it ruin everything

make a chaos is what I've done

i should clean this mess 

that's what i can do now.

so wish me luck 

a letter to you,stranger

hey there,
i know that you are the stranger
we never know each other 
we never say the HELLO word before
but the things i know

you will be around me
you will not make my heart hurt
you will take care of me
but,i do not know who are you

i know i will meet you soon, stranger
so i write this letter to you.
to let you know i am exists
i am around you

so go find me

i will be here, waiting for you to come to me

love,
another stranger

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denial on her words

Before, 

we are fine. 

she feel secure.

she feel she has you around.she can tell ever thing without worry about their feeling

we play like a kids, we can play around and feel free

then, 

it is happen the feeling come

screw every single thing that we feel

make every thing that we had screw

we pretend to play as a kid.

we pretend to had fun

until that happen 

Now,

everything awkward, even she said it is ok

we are not fine, we are not ok

she is pretending, more pretend as she's ok

pretend as everything fine

pretend that she can be a kid around you

on her side, we see denial.

on her words we see denial
that's the denial on her word

Hi, July, nice to see you June

it is July, June gone to fast.

June teach me a lot of things, June teach me to make a good decision.

leave me hurt a bit, but i know it wont be long.

July, just start few days.

but i know i the hurt still be there.

the wound wouldn't recovery that fast.

but i know July will help me.

July will be nice to me. 

so Hi July, nice to see you June

Hey, it Aghnia here

sometime people have to different side on their self..

when i realize, i have that too.

one is Muthi, the one that always people see and know.

muthi is a very spoiled kids, she doesn't want to grow up.

she is the one can act spontaneously.

but i can said she can't think everything clear, she wants everything become fast.

but some people love Muthi, and because they just know Muthi

then now it is me Aghnia..

Aghnia is the one that more calm, and can control situation,

she will choose to hide, and come out in some situation.

she act more smart, but just a few people know her.

she will choose to whom that she will appear.

but both of them is on me, Aghnia muthi.

i am the one who control them.

the combination of them thats me.

yeah it is like DID.

but it is me.

now Aghnia talk here .

i miss you too

1994 when i start to know you, the small and curly girl.

since then we spend our time together, you make me feel so proud.

you said i am better that you, but that's not right.

i learn to share every thing because of you.

you thought me how to be patient.

you the one that teach me to be nice to people.

when i see your smile, i know that is from your heart.

i know it's been awhile i am not meeting you,

your giggles, your silly thing

make me miss you even more.

wait till august and we can share all of our story again 

see you soon sist :)

and i love you