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Sunday, April 29, 2012

babe, let's go downstairs for a drinks :")

the title for this post is our quotes


Lian Kamal




this girl name Lian, she's my first international bestfriend :"), she will be asking me to go down stairs just have a chat and talk. 


she always there for me. hard time and good time. even though the distance separate us we still can have our babe, lets go down stairs. 


her mom her brother always be a part of my family, they're the second family that i have 


i still remember the first time we meet she said " ih comel nya" and i was shocked, i thought she is a foreigner from Europe or Us :p


a long journey for us, i hope i will see you soon :) 


 i miss you babe 


regards 


Muthi "the comel one" 

Sunday, January 22, 2012

the baby step

after a dramatic year, here we are 2012.
people said it is the year for change,
but for my journey the change start from 2011.
from have to say good bye to my second home, say good bye to my second family.
and the big change happen. one of my dream come true .

so let me make it clear, i dream to be a kindergaten teacher and now voila "i'm a kindergaten teacher now"
it is a very chalange journey. changes changes changes happen.

now for 2012 i will take baby step to make small change.
the baby step.. slowly but sure.

Happy new year from Miss Muthi, Qeiz and half Cantika :)

Thursday, November 3, 2011

farewell guys, i will see you soon

three years it's a long journey for me.. New family
i found my second family there, learn to understand and share with new people 
this two people !!

1. Nabilla Andhini Yasmine : 
this is the first girl that i know in KL :) 
i know her first day i have to go to college alone.
she's like the opposite side of me, so she thought me a lot of things. 
we're become housemate after just only a "shadow housemate" at the other girls house :) . 

2 years of fun, two years of sadness, there's a cold war, we're different but somehow i know that she care :") . 

i miss you bills, thanks for the great lesson :") 

hey virgo, thanks for tell me that perfect isn't good enough :) 









2. Nidianti Tri Koeswardhana : 

sorry i have to put this picture because it's her signature look ( hahha ) . there's a lot of things that she teach me, she's like the long lost big sister, that i never have. eventhough i hurt her soo many times, but she never hate me ( sounds like a lover) . 

she's tough than what people know, ( gosh tears!!!) 
i told her to just close your ears and walk away, believe it or not she can do it ! ( proud teacher) 

thanks for your long speech that you give to me , and you never bored to tell be about "the same things" all over again. 
dear leo, thanks for rawring me and make me realize about life :) 


Btw Housemate, dont forget about our plan next year :") , i'll see you around 

Love 

Utik 



Saturday, August 13, 2011

me and my wonderland

i'm not alice in wonderland
but i have my wonderland
people have their own wonderland
when we have dream and love to have imagination
we create our wonderland

my wonderland full of rainbow
with the blue sky
my house facing the beach
i have a garden full of elephant

elephant is my pet
and in my wonderland i'm wearing colorful tutu

in my wonderland everything feel safe
i always go to my wonderland everynight
to have my escape



complete the "happiness" puzzle ( 2)

even i said before that the puzzle complete,
it is not easy make the puzzle stay the same,
sometimes some shaking hands can make the puzzle tear apart
so we have to put it back together because it is screwed

after first shaking hands screwd we try to maintain
another kick come to screwed the puzzle more hard
some of the piece of my puzzle missing
try to find another old pieces but it will not working

try to put a new piece change the picture a bit
but still the same theme and view but different color
this time i put my puzzle in the box
safe and sound,
wait another puzzle come and make an amazing picture
all my puzzle will make a harmonies colour picture and memory :)

Wednesday, July 20, 2011

wait for the complete"happines" puzzle

Monday,18 july 2011 : safely landed in Jakarta, the best cousin waiting outside the airport holding his laptop and waving happily, hug me like it's been ages haven't see me :) . a warm welcoming

Tuesday, 19 July 2011 : send text to my best girl, another warm hug . suddenly the best people is around me for evening coffee share a lot of story like we never talk for ages .

even though i have all but something missing, 

wednesday, 20 july 2011 : another evening coffee in my favorite coffee shop with my best girl and her kakang thats the routine that's been missing last year. then another news coming the stubborn is coming back, tomorrow i have him..

my first three day been so great, home welcoming me very warm and nice :)

let will see all the puzzle will complete, what home will treat me

xoxo

Friday, June 24, 2011

excus me ?

excuse my language, excuse my behavior
excuse my mind, excuse me for my thought

people keep saying the word "excuse" for everything
we say politely to people
we try to be polite try to deal with people nicely
show our sweetness, show our love to people

but at some point if no one appriciate it
it would be turn around to be something sarcastic
the sweet things can change into something hurtful
the sweet things can change into something harsh

from this "excuse my language" become "excuse me, mind your own business!"