wish me luck to clean the mess and control

so many time i feel left out, so many time people think i am ok

i am not bing left out, it is all just come from my mind

my mind control everything, my mind start a game.

the unconscious part in my mind play the good role.

when the unconscious play the role i am nothing 

i even don't know why i am doing all the mistake 

emotion have a big role, a very big role 

until all my love one said " i fed up with you"

and yeah "shit, i have to stop it"

i have to take a big part on my unconscious.

i have to work with them.

i have to take part to decide what i will do

then after that i can say that i am a  grown up 

the truth is i am tired to listen to people 

because after people judge the emotion showed them self

when they appear it ruin everything

make a chaos is what I've done

i should clean this mess 

that's what i can do now.

so wish me luck