denial on her words

Before, 

we are fine. 

she feel secure.

she feel she has you around.she can tell ever thing without worry about their feeling

we play like a kids, we can play around and feel free

then, 

it is happen the feeling come

screw every single thing that we feel

make every thing that we had screw

we pretend to play as a kid.

we pretend to had fun

until that happen 

Now,

everything awkward, even she said it is ok

we are not fine, we are not ok

she is pretending, more pretend as she's ok

pretend as everything fine

pretend that she can be a kid around you

on her side, we see denial.

on her words we see denial
that's the denial on her word