finally a decision made by a libra

when a libra have to decide something it is a hard things.
but when the situation force a librans to make a decision
they will think. it is not to long as usual.
but it is not to fast, it's just simple,
just normal and librans make the decision with their heart fully

when a libra has to leave all that things that she love.
it is hard but she has to face it
when a libra decide her future.

finally a libra can make a decision 

Hello HOME

hi home, it's been 7 month.
i miss you, and yeah i will never leave you for that long
one thing home, why you give me this dream again

the dream that i don't know the ending
the dream that make my life like a roller coaster
for sure i need to settle down, i need to breath

i need to breath normally, not this kind of things
i know it is a lesson for me,
a lesson to control it.

but this one it's too big
this thing have a charm, to charming
and what else you will give to me home

but i miss you and i will just enjoy it

glad to see you again

Hey August, thanks for the lesson July

surely July give me a good lesson..
a lot of friendship lesson
all of it makes me realize my mistake
make me learn to control
make me know who is my friends

make me know how to control my emotion

august give me a balance start
let see what happen next

august means holiday for me :)

lead my hand

stop there
don't see me
don't judge me
i am not like what you think

i life in my own world
i had me and my self only there
me and my empty mind

where are you?
can you lift me from my dream world
i need you to take me back to the real world

slap me hard,
try to open my arm that cover my face
help me to let people see the real me

i know that you can help to lift me
take my hand,so you will help me
help me to open my arm that cover my face

take my hand and lead me to your world
lead me to the reality that make me learn
lead my hand to our world

love letter box for me

dear you, just put your love letter inside my love box

i will accept it, and i will read it 

i will understand your letter and your word

you know the way,right?

first write your name and explain to me who are you.

then let me know where are you

explain about you to me 

it is not only about you

you can write about your friends, your best friend your childhood friends

i want to know everything about you.

yes, you..

you know how to find the love letter box

my love letter box

so just put it inside 

then i will know you 

wish me luck to clean the mess and control

so many time i feel left out, so many time people think i am ok

i am not bing left out, it is all just come from my mind

my mind control everything, my mind start a game.

the unconscious part in my mind play the good role.

when the unconscious play the role i am nothing 

i even don't know why i am doing all the mistake 

emotion have a big role, a very big role 

until all my love one said " i fed up with you"

and yeah "shit, i have to stop it"

i have to take a big part on my unconscious.

i have to work with them.

i have to take part to decide what i will do

then after that i can say that i am a  grown up 

the truth is i am tired to listen to people 

because after people judge the emotion showed them self

when they appear it ruin everything

make a chaos is what I've done

i should clean this mess 

that's what i can do now.

so wish me luck 

a letter to you,stranger

hey there,
i know that you are the stranger
we never know each other 
we never say the HELLO word before
but the things i know

you will be around me
you will not make my heart hurt
you will take care of me
but,i do not know who are you

i know i will meet you soon, stranger
so i write this letter to you.
to let you know i am exists
i am around you

so go find me

i will be here, waiting for you to come to me

love,
another stranger