i miss that time.

changing always happen but now.

to many things change.

i think that i m lost in the middle of no where.

i miss that time that i can laugh very loud.

i miss that time that i don't care what people said.

but know i change a lot.

am i still try to find my comfort zone.

i think i got it already.

am i?

i need time to be alone and find out.

i miss that old time.

i should change again?

let the time answer it.

xoxo

HE IS MY BESTFRIEND/MY EX BOYFRIEND.

.it is me and angga with our skype.

if i start this it is a silly story.
angga and me know each other when we were in elementary school.
i m dating with him. hahaha . but it's a long long time a go.
suddenly after 5 years we lost communication, we're meet each other again. and it is accidentally.
that after that lost again. after two years, i've been living in malaysia. and he already in aussie.
we feel more close, like a best friend. than until now. but every time i introduce him just as my friend. and he complain about that. hahha
ok so i ask what i should name you. ok he said "your ex bf" but it is a long long time a go. so we make a deal. i introduce you like this "HE IS MY BEST FRIEND/MY EX BOY FRIEND"
and he also call me like that but diffrent call is he is my ex bf, so if he said like this "SHE IS MY BEST FRIEND/ MY EX GIRL FRIEND" haha
it is silly but that how we staging now.
but soon he will call me as his theraphyst. hahha
i promise him to go soon to adelaide and have a picnic with his sister and his house mate "arya"

i promise ngga..

xoxo.
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finally we meet all..

this is my 11 lovely best friend, and it is hard to make us all sit and talking together. because me staying in kuala lumpur, nugra staying at japan, and the rest in indonesia. but even thought they live in indonesia, it still hard to make us meet like this time.

its a happy moment when we can sit and talk about everything happen to us all year. and i dont know when we can meet and talk like this again. i hope soon we can do this again.

i miss u and i love you all.

.xoxo.