Thanks May,hello again June!

hello June, we meet again

i hope your being nice to me

i learn a lot from May, May seems to be tough to me

but May teach me a lot of new things

May help me find another comfort zone

May teach me to go out from my box.

now Hello June we meet again

i hope you teach me another life lesson

pencil and eraser by Cella :)

Pencil says “You know, I’m really sorry.”

Eraser says “For what? You didn’t do anything wrong.”

Pencil says “I’m sorry, ‘cause you get hurt because of me.

Whenever I make a mistake, you’re always there

to erase it. But as you make my mistake vanish,

you lose a part of yourself. You get smaller and

smaller every time.”

Eraser says “That’s true, but I don’t really mind. You see, I

was made to do this. I was made to help you

whenever you do something wrong. Even

though, one of these days, I know I’ll be gone

and you have to replace me with a new one, I’m

actually happy with my job. So please, stop

worrying. I hate to see you sad..”

i just read my sister friends blog i was touchy.

for a sixteen years old girl to make this conversation it is very touchy

and yeah I am here missing you

and i want you here

i want you be with me

because i miss you and it is killing me pisces

where are you going Pisces ?

it is been almost 3 months i haven't meet you..

feel a lot of changes happen, it might be not only you

it might be me change as well..

this changes that happen to you killing me inside.

i might look fine in front of you, but i am tearing apart..

you killing me softly with your attitudes.

but yeah, people change..

i do change

but hey, where are you going pisces?

i am here, so please stay here with me

this Feeling

i sit alone and enjoy this feeling.

this kind of feeling.

feeling about big changes

feeling about loosing

feels afraid to be alone

feeling to fight all of this feeling

i am struggling for another big changes in my life again

happy belated birthday boy :)

a late present :) i suppose to put here last month..

from kiki and litsa :)

and this one is from me :)

happy belated birthday boy :)

have a blast for your 21st!

enjoy it :)

i love you

it is not a fairy tale,it is jungle. but..

i mention a lot about fairy tale before

and yeah i admitted i am a fairy tale person.

but i just realize, now i am 20 and going to be 21st.

i should take life seriously.

because i realize there's no such a thing as fairytale now.

life now it isn't a fairytale it's call jungle.

why jungle?? because life now same like a jungle life.

who can survive will be survive, we use a hard way.

reality will slap us harder than before.

friends or foe has no different.

people use to say " keep your friends close and your enemy closer"

but i just wanted to do one thing.

i know there's no such a thing as fairy tale anymore.

but i want to wear tutu in this jungle.

i will survive with my tutu.

i still want to keep a quarter of fairy tale spirit.

even jungle need a different spirit, so can i wear my tutu and run in the jungle?

if i wear tutu the jungle will be more live and colorful..

even i wear tutu i still can survive.

so please let me still wear my colorful tutu