dearest housemate

remember when i saw a silhouette of an elephant in your laptop??
i ask you "what is that??"
"is it elephant?"
then you said " if better if you find that by your own"
so it is been a week to find out..
and i found it
thanks my dearest housemate.
thanks for the picture
xoxo

next destination before home?

randomly i feel very weird.
i feel i don't have next destination.
my life it is so plain, very plain.
i m bored with all the routine.
i need next destination.
okok i have next destination, HOME.
BUT BEFORE HOME I SHOULD HAVE ANOTHER DESTINATION.
huaa...

dear friends.

sorry for my bad attitude
sorry if for my sensitivity.
sorry if i make you to explain about what happen.
i just feel wrong. it is not you guys but it is me.
i m looking for a comfort zone.
i still trying to understand this word
because it is new, i know its annoys you, but please apologize me.
soon i will change. i promise soon.
i love you both, like you both love me.
sorry for the bad that i make it now a days.
please mind me for a while, until i can understand this situation and this world.
i m not good as a pretender, sorry for this.
sorry for this, because for me now both of you is the only person that can understand me.
i will change soon.
i promise to you.
xoxo.

back again. finally

when you grown up, you can make a different about what is stupidity and the right action. like a lot of examples, actually today is my day of, but i volunteer to work, but unfortunately i get sick. so i call my manager to told her about this. hmm.. she was angry that time, she said i can give you medicine, but hellooo, i need rest! thins week i don't have a day off at all, and i m here to study not working. but ok it is the responsibility. hmm. i can call it is my stupidity, because i volunteer my self. next time i won't do this. so sorry.. heheheh

since i have blackberry now, i use my laptop very often. so it's quiet long time i m not writing. first, i add more thing in my bag if i went out. because i can write blog where ever i want. hehhee..

finally i need to write a lot now a days, because to many weird things happen around me
XOXO

try to write everywhere.

Now I can write my blog every where. Hmm now I just finish work,waiting nabila to pick up us.. In this time nidi busy with her shusi and her I pod, and me I m busy to write my blog. Hehehe. This time we can see, that we enjoy our self. Heheh.. I see that wich people, who is really my friend and wich one is not. They just nice if they need us. So what ever lah what they want. I just try to be nice to them but If they don't like me it is up to them.
Xoxo

shiver -coldplay-

So I look in your direction
But you pay me no attention, do you?
I know you don't listen to me
'Cause you say you see straight through me, don't you?

But on and on
From the moment I wake, to the moment I sleep
I'll be there by your side; just you try and stop me
I'll be waitin' in line, just to see if you care

Oh…
Did you want me to change?
But I'd change for good
And I want you to know that you'll always get your way
I wanted to say…

Don't you shiver
Shiver
Sing it loud and clear
I'll always be waiting for you

So you know how much I need you
But you never even see me, do you?
And is this my final chance of getting you?

And on and on
From the moment I wake, to the moment I sleep
I'll be there by your side; just you try and stop me
I'll be waiting in line, just to see if you care, if you care

Oh…
Did you want me to change?
Well I'd change for good
And I want you to know that you'll always get your way
I wanted to say…

Don't you shiver
Don't you shiver
Sing it loud and clear
I'll always be waitin' for you

Yeah I'll always be waiting for you
Yeah I'll always be waiting for you
Yeah I'll always be waiting for you, for you
I will always be waiting…

And it's you I see but you don't see me
And it's you I hear so loud and so clear
I sing it loud and clear
And I'll always be waiting for you

So I look in your direction
But you pay me no attention
And you know how much I need you
But you never even seen me

make my life balance.

hahhaa.. it is know happen.
i try to balancing everything.
i can do it acctually i can choose.
i can make my time balance but the thing is, am i doing it rightly??
i'm affraid i m not..
but my mom said i change. i can balance it.
i know what i m dng, i can take a responsibility of it.
now i m working, but i still young.. i need refreshing also..
i can do it rightly.. hahhaa
i know it. but people judge me, not me.
so people you can see now..
i have a reason, not because an accident.
hahahhahaa
xoxo