complete the "happiness" puzzle ( 2)

even i said before that the puzzle complete,
it is not easy make the puzzle stay the same,
sometimes some shaking hands can make the puzzle tear apart
so we have to put it back together because it is screwed

after first shaking hands screwd we try to maintain
another kick come to screwed the puzzle more hard
some of the piece of my puzzle missing
try to find another old pieces but it will not working

try to put a new piece change the picture a bit
but still the same theme and view but different color
this time i put my puzzle in the box
safe and sound,
wait another puzzle come and make an amazing picture
all my puzzle will make a harmonies colour picture and memory :)

wait for the complete"happines" puzzle

Monday,18 july 2011 : safely landed in Jakarta, the best cousin waiting outside the airport holding his laptop and waving happily, hug me like it's been ages haven't see me :) . a warm welcoming

Tuesday, 19 July 2011 : send text to my best girl, another warm hug . suddenly the best people is around me for evening coffee share a lot of story like we never talk for ages .

even though i have all but something missing, 

wednesday, 20 july 2011 : another evening coffee in my favorite coffee shop with my best girl and her kakang thats the routine that's been missing last year. then another news coming the stubborn is coming back, tomorrow i have him..

my first three day been so great, home welcoming me very warm and nice :)

let will see all the puzzle will complete, what home will treat me

xoxo

excus me ?

excuse my language, excuse my behavior
excuse my mind, excuse me for my thought

people keep saying the word "excuse" for everything
we say politely to people
we try to be polite try to deal with people nicely
show our sweetness, show our love to people

but at some point if no one appriciate it
it would be turn around to be something sarcastic
the sweet things can change into something hurtful
the sweet things can change into something harsh

from this "excuse my language" become "excuse me, mind your own business!"

After The Rain

If I could bottled the smell of the wet land after the rain
I’d make it a perfume and send it to your house
If one in a million stars suddenly will hit satellite
I’ll pick some pieces, they’ll be on your way

In a far land across
You’re standing at the sea
Then the wind blows the scent
And that little star will there to guide me

If only I could find my way to the ocean
I’m already there with you
If somewhere down the line
We will never get to meet
I’ll always wait for you after the rain

seeing you with this song make me miss you and i miss the time we're together , 

another trip soon <3

the bed room

there's a time when you feel down in the bed room

no one inside your room 

your room is the safest place on this earth 

you can be who you are and no one will judge you 

when you down, your friends is only: 

the bolster that you can hug and release the sadness

the blanket that make you warm 

and the pillow that hold your tears 

sometimes make you feel relief

the bed room is the safest place on earth

the bed room is the best real relationship partner

the bed room is the best friend that you have 

 

 

trying to be what people want

when you have a social life and you're living in a relationship, your life will be all about people
first you're social life with the people around you, they will ask for a lot of stuff,
they're not complaining, maybe they have a good reason to ask you to change.
but sometimes it is just enough, you always listen to what they said , you try to change every single day
at the first they might be said it is for your own good, it is ! we all agree with it, but sometimes it is just enough!

the second one the state when you're in a relationship..
understand your partner, try to keep balance, balancing with their step
try to know your partner, try to keep up together .
try to learn what is relationship, try to change for the relationship
remember when you love a person that much you can do anything to make the relationship working
understanding, patience, balance.
actually for a person who's not a "relationship" person, it is tough.
but when the person like the "not relationship" person, when they fall, they fall too deep

try to be a person that can balancing everything it is not good enough
stop to try to be what people want, just show what you want to show
because sometimes it is just enough to be what people want

you never know what behind every people mind

people think that she's just innocent kids

people think she's just another sweet face 

people think she doesn't know anything 

people think that she's dumb 

people think she never listen a things

but.. after a while 

she show her real self 

she show how mean she can be 

she show how brave she is 

she show people the way she think 

she show the other side of her 

and people judge her again. 

but now she close her ears and walk away 

she said anything she should say. 

you never know what inside people mind..