tu es mon miroir

i know you, i know about you.

you know me and knows about me 

then come the time when i know us.

when i realize we're just the same.

i feel when i look at you, it is just a mirror with my reflection 

it's just amaze me. 

you can read my mind and i know yours

before i said it, you do it 

you are my mirror 

tu es mon miroir 

Happy New Year and Welcome to the journey of 2011

time goes fast without we know, i have spend my time back home for five month..
it's a new journey, the decision that i mad to stay here for a while,
i'm not running away from the reality but here i learn to face the reality.

if you think home treating me good, not at all.
suddenly home change into a bitch.
home teach me a lot of lesson.
actually it is good, so i turn into a little grown up kids

i have to face how mean home can be
how hard home can be..
thanks God i a good people is around me.

i have my long lost best friends.
the Capricorn..

by the way it is 2011 and we already say goodbye to 2010.

i will face what i will see later on

xoxo

The Freak, dream and disaster

i love my dream world, i have my uncle walt in my dream 

in my dream world i can have everything. i control my dream..

until the freak came and ruin it..

i never had a dream about one person, sudenlly he came in the right time 

he got me high, he is the freak.

i know him for a short time

but he got me, because he came in the right time

when the kiddo gone, when the kiddo doesnt care about me 

i know i'm the one that to depress about the kiddo.

dealing with kiddo is not my things

before i know how to handle them but now i feel different 

i need to settle everything in my life

with the 21 years old label now

shit, and the freak came, he give me sign

i know i'm not suppose to fall for him but it is me 

i'm easy to fall, and it is like new things happen 

but what now he disappear and left me lost in my dream world 

i sleep talking and dream about him

it never happen before, 

my dream world ruin, 

he's like my dream disaster 

disaster happen from the freak 

he came and ruin my dream world 

make my uncle walts gone

Please settle this things freak

give me back my dream world and my uncle walts

happy birthday dad :D

do you know how much i miss you dad?

and this year your not here, because of your working time 

i hope your here and celebrate with us 

happy birthday dad :D 

i wish you have a wonderful year ahead

i love you

tribute to John Lenon By me and my dad

did i mention about how i know and how i become one of the beatles fans??
it is because my dad, since i was kid he always ask me to listen the Beatles.
and yeah because of  him i become a big fans of them.

he always tell me the story about every single the bealtes song.
base on what he said the beatles song have meaning.
and there are two pioneer of the beatles John and Paul.

my dad love John and George, and me?
i love Paul, Ringo and George.
for me they are sweet, i like john but for me he's too idealistic.

my dad always how great Lenon's song.
and for sure i love lenon's song as well
sometime i wish the beatles still exist .
sometime i wish i can see John sing all his song :(

john loves peace, if he still alive he will make a song about all the war now
he will concern about what happen around the world

today is John's birthday and me and dad make our tribute by singing john's song by phone.
hahhaa, my dad working on batam :D and me here at jakarta.
and the other interesting fact is me, my dad and John are a librans :)
Happy birthday John, Rest in Peace. happy librans day

ps: Paul and me will miss you, send my regards to George ok :)

your clan make me feel this paranoia

I got a love disorder sick from paranoia
Cause my hearts been broken before ya
I need some anesthetic cause I start to panic
When the feelings get too familiar

(maniac- girlicious)

when read the lyric i feel so familiar 

and yeah, the problem is not on you

it is me, i feel paranoid when the feeling get to familiar

i am not ready, the feeling that i feel before is make me scared

scared of all of you, your clan, the clan that makes me have this disorder

i am scared..

i am scared of falling 

i am scared to love 

i am scared when the L things come

the problem because of your clan 

make me have a prolem

Welcome to the LIbra's month

it's been a long time i'm not share my story.
dealing with a hard month, and yeah i deal with Virgo month :D
hahhaa. funny, when it is hard for me to deal with last september
but actually september give me a lot of new lesson, and it is same as how virgos teach me

by the way, October coming.
i love october, a libra will love october.
yeah trust me!

i hope this month will make me more better.
i will have new age this month,
the age that will change my life.
i will become adult for sure.

so people WELCOME AND ENJOY IN THIS LIBRA'S MONTH !