Hi, July, nice to see you June

it is July, June gone to fast.

June teach me a lot of things, June teach me to make a good decision.

leave me hurt a bit, but i know it wont be long.

July, just start few days.

but i know i the hurt still be there.

the wound wouldn't recovery that fast.

but i know July will help me.

July will be nice to me. 

so Hi July, nice to see you June

Hey, it Aghnia here

sometime people have to different side on their self..

when i realize, i have that too.

one is Muthi, the one that always people see and know.

muthi is a very spoiled kids, she doesn't want to grow up.

she is the one can act spontaneously.

but i can said she can't think everything clear, she wants everything become fast.

but some people love Muthi, and because they just know Muthi

then now it is me Aghnia..

Aghnia is the one that more calm, and can control situation,

she will choose to hide, and come out in some situation.

she act more smart, but just a few people know her.

she will choose to whom that she will appear.

but both of them is on me, Aghnia muthi.

i am the one who control them.

the combination of them thats me.

yeah it is like DID.

but it is me.

now Aghnia talk here .

i miss you too

1994 when i start to know you, the small and curly girl.

since then we spend our time together, you make me feel so proud.

you said i am better that you, but that's not right.

i learn to share every thing because of you.

you thought me how to be patient.

you the one that teach me to be nice to people.

when i see your smile, i know that is from your heart.

i know it's been awhile i am not meeting you,

your giggles, your silly thing

make me miss you even more.

wait till august and we can share all of our story again 

see you soon sist :)

and i love you

i am not coming back, i will move one step ahead

i go for a while Pisces. 

but i decided to not coming back.

i think we should go a part.

it might be this the way to make everything better

so i choose to go from you.

before i am coming back to you.

but you are not the place where i belong.

so i choose to stay at my place now.

i think you will have a good life now.

but there will be no alarm and no surprises as you said

but you will enjoy that time.

i am gonna miss you.

at the end i will say goodbye 

and i will move one step ahead

i will be back, love

hey there, i am not loss.

i just gone for a while.

i gone to clear my head..

my head is very reek,

i need to make it clear.

i just gone for awhile.

i will be back, soon..

i promise, and i miss you

but i have to go, i am going now

i am not loss, i do not want you to find me

give me some space,

just wait until i feel my self again

i promise, i will be back to you.

you are the place that where i belong to

i love you

have we meet?

hey, who are you?

have we meet?

do you know me

no, i don't

but why my hear beat is fast

is that because of you?

no no i am not sure

it is because of you?

but who are you?

i never meet you

i haven't know you

but...

i feel like i know you

like i wanted to be yours

take your shoes to the new life journey

i just see one of my friends twitter, she said "to be grown up you have to go out of you comfort zone" base on this sentence or quote (what ever it is just name it) i slightly agree.

i am not saying i am growing up, i know i am not but at least when you are out of your comfort zone, you will learn something, you will learn about people that you never even think that you will meet.

from that new people you will learn how they see life differently, because every people has a lot of different things. even you can know how to be a different people, you can see there is a lot of people that you know think same as you think.

i admit that is not that easy, for me i had been dealing with this for two years, and it is such a waste of time. but that is the start when i decided to go out of my comfort zone and meet new people. people that will see you from different perspective, people that not judge you from one side of where you come from, they just see you as the real you, the people that know you from zero.

it might be they do not know you since you was a kid, but the things is saying Hi, can be a good start to know new people and start to get out from your comfort zone. it is not that easy but at least we have to try it.

i try it and i enjoy it :)