have we meet?

hey, who are you?

have we meet?

do you know me

no, i don't

but why my hear beat is fast

is that because of you?

no no i am not sure

it is because of you?

but who are you?

i never meet you

i haven't know you

but...

i feel like i know you

like i wanted to be yours

take your shoes to the new life journey

i just see one of my friends twitter, she said "to be grown up you have to go out of you comfort zone" base on this sentence or quote (what ever it is just name it) i slightly agree.

i am not saying i am growing up, i know i am not but at least when you are out of your comfort zone, you will learn something, you will learn about people that you never even think that you will meet.

from that new people you will learn how they see life differently, because every people has a lot of different things. even you can know how to be a different people, you can see there is a lot of people that you know think same as you think.

i admit that is not that easy, for me i had been dealing with this for two years, and it is such a waste of time. but that is the start when i decided to go out of my comfort zone and meet new people. people that will see you from different perspective, people that not judge you from one side of where you come from, they just see you as the real you, the people that know you from zero.

it might be they do not know you since you was a kid, but the things is saying Hi, can be a good start to know new people and start to get out from your comfort zone. it is not that easy but at least we have to try it.

i try it and i enjoy it :)

Thanks May,hello again June!

hello June, we meet again

i hope your being nice to me

i learn a lot from May, May seems to be tough to me

but May teach me a lot of new things

May help me find another comfort zone

May teach me to go out from my box.

now Hello June we meet again

i hope you teach me another life lesson

pencil and eraser by Cella :)

Pencil says “You know, I’m really sorry.”

Eraser says “For what? You didn’t do anything wrong.”

Pencil says “I’m sorry, ‘cause you get hurt because of me.

Whenever I make a mistake, you’re always there

to erase it. But as you make my mistake vanish,

you lose a part of yourself. You get smaller and

smaller every time.”

Eraser says “That’s true, but I don’t really mind. You see, I

was made to do this. I was made to help you

whenever you do something wrong. Even

though, one of these days, I know I’ll be gone

and you have to replace me with a new one, I’m

actually happy with my job. So please, stop

worrying. I hate to see you sad..”

i just read my sister friends blog i was touchy.

for a sixteen years old girl to make this conversation it is very touchy

and yeah I am here missing you

and i want you here

i want you be with me

because i miss you and it is killing me pisces

where are you going Pisces ?

it is been almost 3 months i haven't meet you..

feel a lot of changes happen, it might be not only you

it might be me change as well..

this changes that happen to you killing me inside.

i might look fine in front of you, but i am tearing apart..

you killing me softly with your attitudes.

but yeah, people change..

i do change

but hey, where are you going pisces?

i am here, so please stay here with me

this Feeling

i sit alone and enjoy this feeling.

this kind of feeling.

feeling about big changes

feeling about loosing

feels afraid to be alone

feeling to fight all of this feeling

i am struggling for another big changes in my life again