and yeah I am here missing you

and i want you here

i want you be with me

because i miss you and it is killing me pisces

where are you going Pisces ?

it is been almost 3 months i haven't meet you..

feel a lot of changes happen, it might be not only you

it might be me change as well..

this changes that happen to you killing me inside.

i might look fine in front of you, but i am tearing apart..

you killing me softly with your attitudes.

but yeah, people change..

i do change

but hey, where are you going pisces?

i am here, so please stay here with me

this Feeling

i sit alone and enjoy this feeling.

this kind of feeling.

feeling about big changes

feeling about loosing

feels afraid to be alone

feeling to fight all of this feeling

i am struggling for another big changes in my life again

happy belated birthday boy :)

a late present :) i suppose to put here last month..

from kiki and litsa :)

and this one is from me :)

happy belated birthday boy :)

have a blast for your 21st!

enjoy it :)

i love you

it is not a fairy tale,it is jungle. but..

i mention a lot about fairy tale before

and yeah i admitted i am a fairy tale person.

but i just realize, now i am 20 and going to be 21st.

i should take life seriously.

because i realize there's no such a thing as fairytale now.

life now it isn't a fairytale it's call jungle.

why jungle?? because life now same like a jungle life.

who can survive will be survive, we use a hard way.

reality will slap us harder than before.

friends or foe has no different.

people use to say " keep your friends close and your enemy closer"

but i just wanted to do one thing.

i know there's no such a thing as fairy tale anymore.

but i want to wear tutu in this jungle.

i will survive with my tutu.

i still want to keep a quarter of fairy tale spirit.

even jungle need a different spirit, so can i wear my tutu and run in the jungle?

if i wear tutu the jungle will be more live and colorful..

even i wear tutu i still can survive.

so please let me still wear my colorful tutu

heart and head

girls always use their heart to all the things that they're doing

i can said because i am a girl.

but we have to realize that we have to use our head

we have to balance it

it might be hard, i try it.

but when we've done with balancing, the result will be good

don't use you heart to much or it will got hurt.

use heart and head

balance it

in the heart and in the head

story of February

hey i am back from my Thailand trip.

i am tanned and peeled, i got sun burn.

this February, has a lot of story to tell i don't know from where i have to start.

after i scan my Thailand picture i will start it :)

to many distraction to write, after exam i might be write again :)

xoxo