hello DECEMBER

i just realize today is already December!

means 30 days before new year.

i hope December is better than november.

hello december and see you again november .

Christmas coming and new year waiting .

for me exam will be waving to me soon

and i am coming home

L word and the L behavior

i will make this as a parable,

now a day the "L" word come to me. i feel the "L" word.

and i realize after the "L" word come i have the "L" behavior.

i am starting to talk about the "L" thing.

talk about it over and over again.

my blog change into a "L" shit.

i hate to feel "L" again!! but i enjoy it as my spirit to go trough a rough day.

x0x0

don't leave just stand next to me

don't leave!

stand next to me!

i am in love with this picture

the expresion that we can't buy

my picture with niva, i dont know why icha got this picture, when me and niva just have a silly face, but i can see actually is not silly it is some expression with a fully of our heart, laughing surprise and enjoying our self without pressures, it is easy to get now a day, and because it is hard to find both of us not in pressure situation

and this kids expression, can you see this is very cute!

the picture see how honest this kids expression

it is like she said

"mom, i am full!! and this is the last spoon that will come to my mouth!!"

hahaha. and i think there is a veggie in the food so she hate it.

sitting, waiting. wishing

Now I was sitting waiting wishing

That you believed in superstitions

Then maybe you'd see the signs

But Lord knows that this world is cruel

And I ain't the Lord, no I'm just a fool

Learning loving somebody don't make them love you

Must I always be waiting waiting on you?

Must I always be playing playing your fool?

I sing ya songs I dance a dance

I gave ya friends all a chance

Putting up with them wasn't worth never having you

And maybe you been through this before

But its my first time

So please ignore

The next few lines cause they're directed at you

I cant always be waiting waiting on you

I cant always be playing playing your fool

I keep playing your part

But its not my scene

Wont this plot not twist?

I've had enough mystery.

Keep building me up, then shooting me down

Well im already down

Just wait a minute

Just sitting waiting

Just wait a minute

Just sitting waiting

Well if I was in your position

Id put down all my ammunition

I'd wondered why'd it taken me so long

But Lord knows that I'm not you

And If I was I wouldn't be so cruel

Cause waiting on love ain't so easy to do

Must I always be waiting waiting on you?

Must I always be playing playing your fool?

No I cant always be waiting waiting on you

I cant always be playing playing your fool, foool

this is one of my favorite,

jack johnson

my milk toof and me as LARDEE

this milk toof name is lardee.

i saw this like my self, fat small and moving a lot.

i got this picture from http://mymilktoof.blogspot.com/

and when i read and see this blog i laugh very loud.

:0 another stuff that release my stress!

love it!

deep condolence for my brothers.

the sucks part when you living abroad or studying abroad is when your family have a big and important moment you can't be there to celebrate or to share and see or support.

like today, this morning at 10 am, i received a news from my mom, she said that my uncle (her cousin) is passed away at 5 am, first i am shocked. i just met him this Hari raya. and it is our first time after almost 3 years not seeing each other, he just say that i look older. he just said i grow into a beautiful lady.

i can said that he is on my list for the best uncle. i remember he always love to see me singing. there's one memory that i remember, when we go to Bandung i want to pup, and we still in the middle of the road that there is no public toilet. he make me calm, he just said can you sing for me, he help me to forget that i want to pup. he told me that please sing for me. it is one most funny moment and one moment that i always remember.

he always ask me to kiss him every time we meet and he always like to hug me everytime we meet. that hari raya is the last time i meet him. i never predict this will be happen, yeah it is a fate that God written down. but i just feel sad because who will be hug me and want to hear my story and love to hear me singing.

when i come back to jakarta i will never see him again, but this time i will never see him forever, i'll never see him again in every family reunion, in family wedding.

the saddest part is i can't see him for the last time.

i send my deep condolence for his family. for my brothers and my grand mother.

good bye ma'dang.. rest in peace and send my hugs and kiss for my grand mother.

and i send my last hug and kiss from here for you.

dear stranger,you coloring my day

after a black and white scene in my life

a stranger come and bring the color.

i don't want to him notice this.

but, yes stranger

yes you do.

stranger, you bring a lot of color in my life.

i feel like i found my magic crayon again

and you help me to coloring my day.

dear stranger, i like you, do you feel same?

-another stranger-

agree and disagree

when the first i saw this pic i feel like i agree with this!!
sometimes studying make us die slowly, make us stress.

but we ahve to see from the positive part that we enjoy it

we have to do this.

so make this thing become fun

i am paul mc cartney.

i took the beatles personality test..

and i am paul mc cartney.

this is the explanation

You are a true perfectionist. You are blithe and outgoing, gregarious, and irrepressibly cheerful. You are blue collar, and born to the music

my imaginary friends

i love it

this is my imaginary friends.

60 days of summer for me

i haven't watch this movie

but i know i will love it

short love story, it is like my story every single of my long holiday

when i see this picture i remember FELIX

he like john lennon very much

when i see this picture i remember him

another real life fairy tale

do you believe it will happen in the real life??

this kind of things??

for me i do believe.

i love fairy tale, but this one name it..

little red riding hood become fat.

a reality, in the story she holding a bread and fruit in her basket

but here because in real world we eat junk food see what happen..

princess Jasmine

princess Jasmine is fictional middle east princes, in the story she is a brave girl

she is bit arrogant and headstrong.

in reality middle is now in a war.

so you can see what will happen if princess Jasmine in the reality

Cinderella

of course you know cinderella, she is the motherless girl.

she live with her stepmother and two step sister.

in the fairy tale she is a kind hearted one

but if she come to the reality it will become stress.

and she will become heavy drinker.

belle

she is a beautiful fiction girl.

and her love can change the beast into a prince.

but if real, she will done plastic surgery.

snow white

in the fairy tale snow white is live happily ever after..

but if it is become real we can said she live in the disaster!

i do love fairy tale but i know about reality.

this happily ever after not that easy,

we can see the different in enchanted movie,

when fairy tale character come to the real world.

xoxo

i m so in love with Gabe Bondoc!

he is Filipino , can sing, play guitar, nice voice, handsome!

can you imagine this kind of guy! oh my...

if there's one like this in front of me i totally will fall for him.

the way he sing will make me faint..

i don't have much to say. this guy on you tube make my day.

after one rough day it is become so bright!

I m so in love with gabe bondoc!

xoxo