the first day of eid

finally i celebrate eid at jakarta with my family after my grand mother passed away last 2 years.

maybe there's a question "how you feel?" oke, this eid it's very different, not just because of there is no my grandma but it's also a lot of my grandfather sibling already passed away, so we just go to few house of my sibling,

the weirds thing also happen when i meet all of my sibling, before we still a KID but when i meet them last week they are so different.

we can start from

1) bang Yasser : he is much older that me i think about 9 years, and i havent meet him for almost 2 years maybe, then "ta da" when we meet feels so different!!! actually im speechless.

2) bang Vava : the close older brother, he's so care, hahah, when i came he's bit shock because he didn't think i m in jakarta.

both of them make me feel grow up, because maybe before he thinks i'm just a kid who like play with them but now change, hahhaa

this day make me feel i dont want going back to KL, feels home more warm!! feels i belong there, but i have to finish everything here, so i can go back and make them proud!!

this is the picture with our lovely grand mother, and it is another picture!!

HALLO KL again *after eid*

actually i just got back from indonesia again, hehhe.

a bit annoying going back for 10 days, but it is for eid

this time i have more and more story,

i think i have to write that different story in two or three more post.

because if i write in this post it will be different because in each trip i have a lot of interesting story. and my new cousin "lalita" so so cute.

in this blog i just have to said that i m back again to reality for real.

happy eid people * brasa banyak yg baca blog gw*

and welcome back to the reality muthi

this is lalita

i have a new life spirit.

i have a new life spirit!! not just a person but i make all i hate here become my new spirit!!!

changing a bad things into a good motivation.

how we start ya!!! hmmm.. oke

1) it is a person, his name is yosuke michael gassner. let me make this clear, he is cute but.. i feel i have a good friend in all my class!! hehhe.. first i think i like him, but it isnt that feeling now. i feel like he is my brother! *bohoong* hahaha.

2) the most i can't find my comfort zone it is become a good motivation to finish my study, or to transfer to adelaide.

3) the next is my father allows me to go transfer to adelaide!! FINALLY.

4) now i can make all the negative things, now i feel people love me.. it is hard to have a good friends but it is easy to have or make enemy.

5) i love all people around me!! my housemate, my neighbour, my college friends.

i learn to thankfull about everything that i have.

it is my problem (another shocking fact about librans)

PROBLEMS THAT MAY ARISE FOR YOU, AND THEIR SOLUTIONS

• Problem: Finding yourself frequently trapped in situations that have no depth and little value to you or the other person.

Solution: Try not to pretend feelings you do not have and find a way to back gracefully out of a superficial relationship; look before you leap.

• Problem: You find that you do not really like yourself and/or beating yourself up over not being able to please another.

Solution: If you learn how to please yourself without depriving others, then you will be able to please someone else.

• Problem: The situations that make you ill at ease is only mildly irritating to another.

Solution: Try to cultivate inner security through spiritual strength and awareness.

• Problem: Feeling like you are nothing: your actions being frustrating to others.

Solution: Developing your feelings of self worth by expressing the positive in your nature and not letting your elitist, class consciousness show.

another shocking part of librans

LIKES

The finer things in life

Sharing

conviviality

Gentleness

DISLIKES

Violence

Injustice

Brutishness

Being a slave to fashion

99% true about librans (another shocking fact)

Libra is the only inanimate sign of the zodiac, all the others representing either humans or animals. Many modern astrologers regard it as the most desirable of zodiacal types because it represents the zenith of the year, the high point of the seasons, when the harvest of all the hard work of the spring is reaped. There is a mellowness and sense of relaxation in the air as mankind enjoys the last of the summer sun and the fruits of his toil. Librans too are among the most civilized of the twelve zodiacal characters and are often good looking. They have elegance, charm and good taste, are naturally kind, very gentle, and lovers of beauty, harmony (both in music and social living) and the pleasures that these bring.

They have good critical faculty and are able to stand back and look impartially at matters which call for an impartial judgment to be made on them. But they do not tolerate argument from anyone who challenges their opinions, for once they have reached a conclusion, its truth seems to them self-evident; and among their faults is an impatience of criticism and a greed for approval. But their characters are on the whole balanced, diplomatic and even tempered.

Librans are sensitive to the needs of others and have the gift, sometimes to an almost psychic extent, of understanding the emotional needs of their companions and meeting them with their own innate optimism - they are the kind of people of whom it is said, "They always make you feel better for having been with them." They are very social human beings. They loathe cruelty, viciousness and vulgarity and detest conflict between people, so they do their best to cooperate and compromise with everyone around them, and their ideal for their own circle and for society as a whole is unity.

Their cast of mind is artistic rather than intellectual, though they are usually too moderate and well balanced to be avant garde in any artistic endeavor. They have good perception and observation and their critical ability, with which they are able to view their own efforts as well as those of others, gives their work integrity.

In their personal relationships they show understanding of the other person's point of view, trying to resolve any differences by compromise, and are often willing to allow claims against themselves to be settled to their own disadvantage rather than spoil a relationship. They like the opposite sex to the extent of promiscuity sometimes, and may indulge in romanticism bordering on sentimentality.
Their marriages, however, stand a good chance of success because they are frequently the union of "true minds". The Libran's continuing kindness toward his or her partner mollifies any hurt the latter may feel if the two have had a tiff. Nor can the Libran's spouse often complain that he or she is not understood, for the Libran is usually the most empathetic of all the zodiacal types and the most ready to tolerate the beloved's failings.

The negative Libran character may show frivolity, flirtatiousness and shallowness. It can be changeable and indecisive, impatient of routine, colorlessly conventional and timid, easygoing to the point of inertia, seldom angry when circumstances demand a show of annoyance at least; and yet Librans can shock everyone around them with sudden storms of rage. Their love of pleasure may lead them into extravagance; Libran men can degenerate into reckless gamblers, and Libran women extravagant, jealous and careless about money sometimes squander their wealth and talents in their overenthusiasm for causes which they espouse. Both sexes can become great gossipers. A characteristic of the type is an insatiable curiosity that tempts them to enquire into every social scandal in their circle.

In their work the description "lazy Libra" which is sometimes given is actually more alliterative than true. Librans can be surprisingly energetic, though it is true that they dislike coarse, dirty work. Although some are modestly content, others are extremely ambitious. With their dislike of extremes they make good diplomats but perhaps poor party politicians, for they are moderate in their opinions and able to see other points of view. They can succeed as administrators, lawyers (they have a strong sense of justice, which cynics might say could handicap them in a legal career), antique dealers, civil servants and bankers, for they are trustworthy in handling other people's money. Some Librans are gifted in fashion designing or in devising new cosmetics; others may find success as artists, composers, critics, writers, interior decorators, welfare workers or valuers, and they have an ability in the management of all sorts of public entertainment. Some work philanthropically for humanity with great self-disciple and significant results. Libran financiers sometimes make good speculators, for they have the optimism and ability to recover from financial crashes.

another libra fact from astrology-online.

Traditional
Libra Traits

Diplomaitic and urbane
Romantic and charming
Easygoing and sociable
Idealistic and peaceable

On the dark side....

Indecisive and changeable
Gullible and easily infuenced
Flirtatious and self-indulgent

the meaning of elephant.licious

i can say my blog is my diary, my daily life.

everything that sudenlly come in my ming i will write here.

why the name is elephant.licious is because i love elephant, later i will wrote about elephant.

and licious is i take from delicious, I LOVE to eat, and i want people to feel my blog taste like food.

i dont know why this two things keep giving me influence.

i always see me like elephant*from the size and from how elephant act.

and i love to explain my feeling use food taste.

we can see from my elephant picture there can see a penut picture.

xoxo

miss the trip with de' gembwot and kakang peyang

maybe you wonder who is " dek' gembwot and kakang peyang" this is the couple that always around me for almost the whole holiday.

banyak yg bilang gw cuma jadi nyamuk mereka pacaran, but gw ga berasa gitu,

justru kalo sminggu ga bareng kya ada yg ilang. hehe.

dan mereka mentreat gw ga kaya org yg ngintilin pacaran.

even sometimes we just meet for 3 hour only.

dan slalu ada d sebelah gw untuk jadi tempat bertanya.

how sweet they are ya..

and our favourite palce is J.co,

with the famous froyo "j.cool, mine is mochi, longan and chebi is honeystar longan.

can't wait to see you both guys.

the things that keep running in my head.

finally gw baru nntn kambing jantan. exactlly mirip banget sama hampir semua hidup living abroad student. jauh dari keluarga, mikirin uang bulanan untuk bertahan hidup, ldr yg kadang2 bikin ribet menurut gw.

this movie make me laugh, dan film ini jg bikin kita sadar every mom always said "kuliah kamu ga murah, jadi tolong belajar yg bener!" raditya dika mom said that also. bener sih tapi kadang gw mikir, our live here not that easy as people from outside see.

kita dsinii berjuang banget untuk smua, dengan segala keterbatasan. kadang temen-temen kita yg di indo sering mikir, hidup lo enak bebas, kita masih ada aturan. karna kebebasan itu kita justru belajar bikin aturan buat kita sendiri, dan kan kita yg buat aturan itu aneh bgt kalo kita ngelanggar, berasa malu sama diri sendiri.

kalo kita bandingin sama hidup di jakarta, d jakarta enak, at least tinggal sama keluarga. kaya kita yg dsinii sahur mikir mau masak apa, manasin apa. buka jg mikir! kalo d jakarta, tinggal duduk trus makan, sahur kadang-kadang masih merem. Mau pergi jg ada yg nganterin kmana2, ato d kasih fasilitas. perawatan dari ujung kaki sampe ujung rambut pasti ada tiap minggu ato sbulan bisa lebih dari sekali.

itu masih masalah hari-hari, belom ditambah sama tugas tugas yg kadang kadang agak ga sopan. hahhaa. ujian yg suka lebay *ga sih, gw yg lebay*, kelas yg suka ga pandang waktu*terlebih kelas pagi di bulan puasa*, belom kelas replacement yg harus ada karna lecture mau liburan*enak ya lecturenya*.

bukannya gw ngeluh ato gimana dsinii kita jg dapet banyak keuntungan. belajar untuk mandiri, sampe one of my friend said " kita nih ibaratnya udah siap buat nanti!" , belajar untuk menghargai semua yg kita punya, kita bs menghargain "betapa keluarga penting bgt". dan di sini kita bs liat persahabatan dan pertemanan yg real.

this conversation about this happen so many time between me and my friends, but after i watch "kambing jantan", i see more than this, i see how a place change us, how enviroment can change us. How lucky we are can learn extra lesson without pay for the fee's.. that lesson called LIFE LESSON.

what i've tried to said is " where ever we live, we always have the plus and minus side, so enjoy it while you can"

xoxo

i miss my midnight chat friends

back to write again

before this i already mention about angga and arya

both of them is my midnight friends chat.

but now a days their suddenly missing.

before i went back here arya promise to do a skype with me

i m waiting but until today he doesn't seem on line on my skype

and angga also, it is been more than a month we didn't have contact

we're them?

i miss our late night chat, about our life,our friends and everthing

i miss hear angga asking me "when i come to adelaide?"

i miss see arya eating indomie,

last i miss them, their is like my secret diary.

i tell them about everything happen here.

they always give me a simple and good solution.

i hope i see them on line soon.

because i miss them

xoxo

this holiday.

i've told already about my holiday.

but i feel something strange happen.

this holiday i spent more time with people that almost i havent meet for a long time.

1. start from my elementary friend, i have two reounion for this.

2. andra harryndra , after so many holiday finally we have time to meet and chat a lot of things.

3. BTA's friend. it been 2 or 3 years havent meet until now.

that 3 things make me a feel bit weird.

another things make me bit surprise is i just meet my very best friend hariawan arif maulana for two times and both very short.

i havent meet my high school friend that before is very close to me.

bit sad, but make me know about friendship.

but the same things always happen..

SASYA ANJANI acompanny me almost every singel day with her bf "RANGGA" or "PW"

for this it never change.

xoxo