dearest housemate

remember when i saw a silhouette of an elephant in your laptop??
i ask you "what is that??"
"is it elephant?"
then you said " if better if you find that by your own"
so it is been a week to find out..
and i found it
thanks my dearest housemate.
thanks for the picture
xoxo

next destination before home?

randomly i feel very weird.
i feel i don't have next destination.
my life it is so plain, very plain.
i m bored with all the routine.
i need next destination.
okok i have next destination, HOME.
BUT BEFORE HOME I SHOULD HAVE ANOTHER DESTINATION.
huaa...

dear friends.

sorry for my bad attitude
sorry if for my sensitivity.
sorry if i make you to explain about what happen.
i just feel wrong. it is not you guys but it is me.
i m looking for a comfort zone.
i still trying to understand this word
because it is new, i know its annoys you, but please apologize me.
soon i will change. i promise soon.
i love you both, like you both love me.
sorry for the bad that i make it now a days.
please mind me for a while, until i can understand this situation and this world.
i m not good as a pretender, sorry for this.
sorry for this, because for me now both of you is the only person that can understand me.
i will change soon.
i promise to you.
xoxo.