back again. finally

when you grown up, you can make a different about what is stupidity and the right action. like a lot of examples, actually today is my day of, but i volunteer to work, but unfortunately i get sick. so i call my manager to told her about this. hmm.. she was angry that time, she said i can give you medicine, but hellooo, i need rest! thins week i don't have a day off at all, and i m here to study not working. but ok it is the responsibility. hmm. i can call it is my stupidity, because i volunteer my self. next time i won't do this. so sorry.. heheheh

since i have blackberry now, i use my laptop very often. so it's quiet long time i m not writing. first, i add more thing in my bag if i went out. because i can write blog where ever i want. hehhee..

finally i need to write a lot now a days, because to many weird things happen around me
XOXO

try to write everywhere.

Now I can write my blog every where. Hmm now I just finish work,waiting nabila to pick up us.. In this time nidi busy with her shusi and her I pod, and me I m busy to write my blog. Hehehe. This time we can see, that we enjoy our self. Heheh.. I see that wich people, who is really my friend and wich one is not. They just nice if they need us. So what ever lah what they want. I just try to be nice to them but If they don't like me it is up to them.
Xoxo

shiver -coldplay-

So I look in your direction
But you pay me no attention, do you?
I know you don't listen to me
'Cause you say you see straight through me, don't you?

But on and on
From the moment I wake, to the moment I sleep
I'll be there by your side; just you try and stop me
I'll be waitin' in line, just to see if you care

Oh…
Did you want me to change?
But I'd change for good
And I want you to know that you'll always get your way
I wanted to say…

Don't you shiver
Shiver
Sing it loud and clear
I'll always be waiting for you

So you know how much I need you
But you never even see me, do you?
And is this my final chance of getting you?

And on and on
From the moment I wake, to the moment I sleep
I'll be there by your side; just you try and stop me
I'll be waiting in line, just to see if you care, if you care

Oh…
Did you want me to change?
Well I'd change for good
And I want you to know that you'll always get your way
I wanted to say…

Don't you shiver
Don't you shiver
Sing it loud and clear
I'll always be waitin' for you

Yeah I'll always be waiting for you
Yeah I'll always be waiting for you
Yeah I'll always be waiting for you, for you
I will always be waiting…

And it's you I see but you don't see me
And it's you I hear so loud and so clear
I sing it loud and clear
And I'll always be waiting for you

So I look in your direction
But you pay me no attention
And you know how much I need you
But you never even seen me

make my life balance.

hahhaa.. it is know happen.
i try to balancing everything.
i can do it acctually i can choose.
i can make my time balance but the thing is, am i doing it rightly??
i'm affraid i m not..
but my mom said i change. i can balance it.
i know what i m dng, i can take a responsibility of it.
now i m working, but i still young.. i need refreshing also..
i can do it rightly.. hahhaa
i know it. but people judge me, not me.
so people you can see now..
i have a reason, not because an accident.
hahahhahaa
xoxo

yess.. i do change not because my head knock on something???

hmm.. this kind of think is a shit.
hahhhaa.. sorry to say yaa..
but i do change because i want not because my head got knock or some thing.
the people who said that think that..
sorry guys. people can change, an please think before you all said that.
you never know what inside me.
you just know my self zero. can you realized that??
hahhaa.. you even don't have meaning in my life..
we're just ordinary friend.
not my BFF..
i mean it when i said this..
what in your mind can said that???
see your self first before you judge something or someone..
are you sure can make this statement??
please dear, stop it.
i mean it. i am never disturbing you at all.
so stop it. and find someone who more worth it to be the gossip or your statement subject.
i m to busy and i don't care about this things.
xoxo

customers want's??

as i said i m working as a part timers waitress.
the place that i work is the high class restaurant and retail shop.
hmm. then there a lot of Malaysian socialite.
but you must know they want a lot of things.
i know customers always right, but sometime they want to much.
examples " i want herb chicken+mango, with less mango and chicken without the skin..
and you must know there are a lot of same order.
and a lot complain about the long time we serve. hahha
it is fun, but hello customers, your waitress is a human also.
xoxo