hey stop.

hey you stop making fun about me..
stop fooling me around...
stop fishing. because i m not a fish.
stop disturbing me.
stop make me want to meet you.
stop make me cares about you.
stop make my friend making a joke about us.
stop making this feeling come again.
stop if you still don't know what you are doing.
stop if you just want to make fun of me.
stop if you just want to test me.
stop if you are not sure.
stop what are you doing. because i don't get it what you want.
now i m asking you,"what do you want from me?"
if you know what going on, you can start everything with me.

.xoxo.

it is easy for me to like someone but it is take time to love someone.

now a days .. people think that i m easy to like someone. i admit it is easy for me, but when i like someone, it doesn't mean that i m into him 100%.
sometimes it is just because i m interested with that people act.
but after i can know how it is become something different, because need a good things to make me love someone.

but now a days, people think that i m 100% into that person and make that person feel awkward.
hahha. when i see how the person act, suddenly i realize, it is not like or whatever we call i just flirting with him.
hahhaha

so funny, it is make me feel that why guy always have a big self confidence.

because it is not the way it is.

do not feel that easy to get me.. ok.

it is easy to make me like some one, but it isn't easy to make me love someone.

it takes time. how you can get me..
hahahha

actually no one understand me except my best friend and all the Libra people.

.xoxo.

.HALO AND GOODBYE.

back again. this time i just thinking why in this world always have halo and goodbye??
because because today me and all my friends see off my friend bf go to melbourne.
we all feel sad seeing them hug each other for the last time before he go to melbourne. but it is not a "forever goodbye" it is just temporary.
he'll be back soon.
but why if we said hello,we have a good bye also.
is it unfair??
actually based on my mind it is fair enough.
because after we said hello we feel happy and sometimes we never realize that things we said hello it is important whether a things or a person.
but after we said good bye we will realize it is important and we feel sad.
balance right??
but as a human still feel this kind of things not fair.
i read a quote about good bye, yeah it is true.
life have so many faces, we said hello but after that soon we also will said good bye.
this life about hello and good bye.
we said hello first and at the last we still said good bye..
but for this case that i told in the beginning it is not a last good bye. just a temporary goodbye.
that's all

xoxo

am i??

1. You've got great self-confidence and you're full of charm. Most guys who get to know you will be attracted to you. You are far from sweet and proper; your intriguing personality fascinates them. Most guys find it easy to fall for a girl like you.
2. You don't really care about other people's feelings. You do things the way you want and usually think only about yourself. You are easy-going and love to have fun, but you can be irresponsible as well. You are not keen on serious discussions because they can make you remember that life isn't always about parties.
3. You are a bright, cheerful and bubbly person. You are thoughtful and considerate, and like to have fun. Everybody feels comfortable around you because of your pleasant nature. When you walk into a room, people's eyes are likely to be drawn to you because of your charm.
4. Guys see you as being a thinker and a careful person. They will be really attracted to this quality in you, but you need to learn to speak your mind, otherwise people will find you too shy and quiet. Learn to relax and lighten up--it's okay to have fun sometimes. When you learn to develop your fun-loving side, guys are going to flock to your side.
5. Your boyfriend believes that you are a strong and independent person. Your confidence and cheerfulness make you an attractive person to be around, but sometimes you need to pay more attention to what other people, including your boyfriend, are thinking

1,2,3,4. plain white t s

give me more lovin then i've ever had.
make it all better when i'm feelin sad.
tell me that i'm special even when i know i'm not.
make me feel good when i hurt so bad.
barely gettin mad,
im so glad i found you.
i love bein around you.
you make it easy,
as easy as 1 2,(1 2 3 4.)
theres only one thing two do three words four you.
i love you.
(i love you)
theres only one way two say those three words
and that's what i'll do.
i love you.
(i love you)
give me more lovin from the very start.
piece me back together when i fall apart.
tell me things you never even tell your closest friends.
make me feel good when i hurt so bad.
best that i've had.
im so glad that i found you.
i love bein around you.
you make it easy as easy as 1 2,(1 2 3 4.)
theres only one thing two do three words four you.
i love you.
(i love you)
theres only one way two say those three words
and that's what i'll do.
i love you.i love you
(i love you)
you make it easy, its easy as 1234
theres only one thing two do three words four you i love you
(i love you)
theres only one way two say those three words
thats what ill do i love you
(i love you)
i love you i love you.
one two three four i love you.
(iloveyou)
i love you
(i love you)

what happen in the past stays in the past.

this is the picture i made for my ex bf, why aquarium??
because he is an Aquarius, he just celebrate his bday in 5th February.
the saddest part i never contact him, he deleted me on FB and block me on msn.
maybe for him what happen in the past stays in the past. just for memoir of our relation ship
back a in 2 years ago. it is for DENNIS PERJASA JAYADIREJA.

but now i m over him.

thanks for sitra and zack who help me for this present.

what happen in the past stays in the past.

xoxo

i wrote th

I'M A BLACK MONKEY.

aghnia muthi
16/10/1989

You are Black Monkey, who has a pretty and a cheerful smile.
People depend on you for your kindness and the way you take care of them.
You don't possess feminine emotional attraction, but you can make decisions calmly and efficiently.
You can go on living with patience.
You don't have strong identity, you are straightforward person, and lead consistent life.
You will lead a happy and lively life if you put yourself as number two and work under someone.
You are not very good at reading other people's mind, but you can have a relationship without making others incurring displeasure.
You tend to be rather nervous, and if you don't try to relax, you will get mentally tired.
Although you are weak on instinct, you can carry out things rationally.
And in real life, you don't get interested in hobbies and culture, but you seek for materialistic things.
Your objective in life is to lead a life for both personal interest and practical benefit.
You don't like to loose, and because you put in great effort, you will not give up halfway and can be full of sprit.
But you can lack foresight and are not good at deep speculation.
You may be taken advantage of yourself.
Your cheerful and generous character is popular among men.

welcome February.

this month a lot of up coming bhirtday.
starting from my housemate faby, then dennis my ex, my mom, my aunt.
hope this february bring more fun in my life for this year

IT'S OUR CITY JAKARTA.

talking about indonesia, everybody always said bali or JAKARTA.
jakarta is the place where i born and spend all my life there.
my father races is Betawi.
this morning i read about a notes from a junior high school student,
he wrote about jakarta.
and i got amaze by this kids. he can explain about jakarta so clear for a junior high student.

he wrote about everything happen in jakarta, the crime the traffic jam.
even the crime show "buser".
he mention the urbanization too.
jakarta show a sparkling things for the people see from another town in indonesia.
but when you live there it's not always a sparkle there.
jakarta have a dark side too.

in this note i read she mention a good side of jakarta too, and i realized
in jakarta people can live together, and we can accept a differences.
like in my family, my father's brother have a Chinese wife, we can accept this.
we life in harmony.
we can play, be a friend without see the races.
actually it's a natural thing that all indonesian have a friendliness.

jakarta is the place where all kind of races living there.
like in tanah abang a lot of arabian peole there, the native people( we called betawi ), african people too.
in around glodok the chinese and betawi people living in harmony, helping each other.

my grand mother tell me a story about jakarta long time ago.
she said that betawi people it is actually mix.
a mix betwen chinese arabic and dutch people.
betawi it is the native people of jakarta.
so no wonder that we are JAKARTA PEOPLE so friendliness.

but sometimes now, because aculuturation.
people in jakarta become selfish.
we can't feel that harmony sometimes.

but in some place still can feel this harmony.

we can stil see how betawi people live.
we still have betawi village.
in Condet and in my great grandmother live "kerukut".

jakarta change into a big city now, but us never change we still can feel this atmospher friendliness.

we as a people live in jakarta must feel proud of what our great great grand mother entail.
we should proud of monas and the old town of batavia. we should proud of the museum there.

we should proud of jakarta.

and a can say this loud

I'M PROUD BEING A BETAWI AND I PROUD BEING INDONESIAN.

xoxo